It always happens. I have a good week or good days and then bad things start to happen. Life is like that, meant to make sure you don't get too comfy in your skin. So I really knew I ought to be watching because I had 2 great weeks. Boom!

Got back my Closed Memo. Still looking through and muddling my way through because I have no idea what I'm arguing. How the hell does one decide on the issue? It's really not as clear cut as I thought it was. My tutor's comments was that my Closed Memo I's discussion was irrelevant.

I am sick. Down with 'flu. Which makes me even more cranky that I'm used to. I feel my self-confidence just plummenting and I can barely even start to care about law school and the workload when I'm feeling so shitty.

I haven't touched my piano in a week. Sick and all that you know. So I suppose I can cancel my Saturday lesson but I don't really want to because that means I'd have to make it up. Trying to piah my 4 bars of Chopin which is really tough.

I still feel sick. I'm sick at the thought of my friends leaving me in droves. Or rather just Sonya. I miss the people in POP so badly. I get a lot of comfort there and the strength to push on really comes from knowing God and them. The weekend is almost upon us, my grammer sucks in Closed Memo, I have a torts tutorial to complete, so THANK GOD FRIDAY IS ALMOST UPON US. I really really can't take this. This being sick thing is really killing me.

My mum says that when I'm sad I get sick. I don't want to be sad, I want to be happy! I want to have hugs! I don't want to cry and tear and break down so often! The holidays will see me happily nuaing. YES YES.